I made it. 6 weeks of NO dating. I have to say it was easier then I thought. Maybe not fun. But I did a lot of soul searching and still have a lot to do.
But I finally feel better.
I feel better about what I want from dating.
I feel better in what I want the guy to BE.
I feel better knowing who I am.
I know I am going to be pickier about the guys I date. I know being a christian guy is something I NEED. No ifs or buts.
Through the last six weeks other then going out for my birthday I didn't go out to bars and all that. But Saturday night me and my room mate went out. And it was just pure fun. Sure I flirted and had fun, but I had a better place of who I was and wasn't expecting or looking for mr. right, but just for a good time. I tried to put myself in I am not sure that's the girl I want to be, going out drinking flirting with boys, but I am single and if their is no one in the picture I am okay doing that. Its a fun time!
But I made it 6 weeks. And if a good guy comes along I will be okay going on a date. :)
